For a long time, I believed a lie. I thought that in order to be used by God, I had to have it all together. And when I realized that wasn’t possible, I defaulted to the next best thing: pretend I had it all together.
The result? I got good at hiding. Good at performing. But eventually, the pressure of carrying a false version of myself led to burnout, isolation, and something worse—a quiet sense of shame that I couldn’t shake.
That’s why A Broken Crayon means so much to me. This isn’t just a happy little story for kids. It’s a reflection of my own journey, and a reminder that God doesn’t use perfect people—He uses surrendered ones.
“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
—2 Corinthians 12:9 (ESV)
When I finally got honest about my brokenness, everything began to change. Not all at once, but slowly, in the light of God’s grace, I started to see how admitting weakness wasn’t the end of my usefulness—it was the beginning.
That’s the heart behind A Broken Crayon. It’s not about fixing yourself. It’s about trusting the Artist who sees value in what the world might throw away. It’s a message for children, yes—but one that adults need just as much.
And here’s what I’ve discovered: when you stop pretending and start being honest, it opens the door for real ministry and freedom. That’s why I’m now traveling and sharing this message at events across the country. I sing the song, show the new music video, tell my story, and talk about the five types of broken crayons. It’s been one of the most powerful things I’ve ever had the privilege to do.
If you’re tired of pretending, or if you know someone who is, this story might be the lifeline you and they need. Preorder A Broken Crayon today at GoFishResources.com, or invite me to speak and share it live at your church or event: GoFishResources.com/jamie.
“The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”
—Psalm 34:18 (ESV)
